the year comes to its end.

Watch your step. I can make you fly. /

You say you have issues with trust. you should hear the stories I am hiding. /

You picked me up you threw me down. and I am still obsessed with the thought of having you./

I want the feeling of being a God and having the power to do as I please. Will you give that feeling back to me?/

the truth/

I am only alive right now because of the things you told me I did right. .

/

I like to think death is much more peaceful and poetic than this life I am leading./

wondering

why do I think I am capable of love when I can’t even handle my own life./

Yet again I am breaking down… and there is no one to catch my fall./